I don't know. I really don't know. I think I've always had it. In college, school was very important to me. At the same time, I was waitressing on the weekends. I did some modeling in Boston, which is 4 hours round trip. So I would go to class in the morning, drive to Boston and back just for an audition, photoshoot or small show, and then race back to the library to study all night for an exam the next day. Obviously, in college, there are parties too. Even back then I was just going full speed. So yeah I guess I've always had it.